No Subheading this time
Met up with J (newc) again and had a little chat, for over two hours and i think we are both to idealist, could that be? Not really sure this is going to be much of a travel blog at first, i still feel trapped in this small place and island that has yet to give me any meaning or cause - I know the road is a dreamy place, and unreal real, or may be just an escape from the mundanaty of whatever it is we are doing.
Found this song I thought said it all:
At this point in my life
Ive done so many things wrong I dont know if I can do right
If you put your trust in me I hope I wont let you down
If you give me a chance Ill try
You see its been a hard road the road Im traveling on
And if I take your hand I might lead you down the path to ruin
Ive had a hard life Im just saying it so youll understand
That right now, right now, Im doing the best I can.
Do you think it's age? No that can not be the only reason, a midlife crisis before reaching mislife, yeah I can see how that can happen - just know that I mean what I said and I know that this is the best thing for me to do, anything else would just kill the soul.